男人的爱

人们长说痴男怨女，古人已经解释得很清楚了。痴男，男人对爱的痴情， 对感情的专一，也只有男人自己才知道。女人一辈子可以爱上多个男人，而男人亦可以同时爱上多个女人。可是，女人却不知道，其实男人一辈子只爱过一个！真正的，无怨无悔的，满怀希望的爱...

男人真正纯洁的爱只有一次。当那次的爱来了，他会不顾一切；当那次的爱死了，就不会再有了。那次的爱太深，带来的痛也同样太深！所以那次之后，男人的爱也就麻木了。男人以后也会爱上别的女孩，只是那种爱却已不再纯洁，包含了欲望，包含了同情，包含了怜惜...

女人的心都是水做的。然而，最毒也是妇人心。所以受伤最多的是女人，伤人最深的也是女人。女人的爱可以有很多次，而男人，却永远只有一次。男人遇到那个最爱的女孩之后，把所有的爱都给了她。可是，有多少女孩懂的珍惜？于是男人哭了！流泪了！伤心至极而绝望的泪水...慢慢的，男人开始亲手去埋葬自己那唯一的爱，把它尘封在自己心底最深处的某个深渊。每当夜深人静的时候，他会疯狂的跳进那个深渊，妄想试图去寻找那次爱的痕迹，哪怕是只有一丝丝，一点点...可结果却跟以往一样的一无所获。留下的，只剩自己的身影，孤独的缩在黑暗的角落，孤独的一根根抽着寂寞的烟，孤独的流着伤心的泪水。 　　

扪心自问，女人埋怨着男人的花心的时候，是否曾想过男人最珍贵的东西正是被你们无情的毁灭了吗？当男人羞涩的对你说“我爱你”的时候，你珍惜了吗？你在乎了吗？当男人为你流泪的时候，你帮他擦拭了吗？当男人乞求你别离开的时候，你回头了吗？ 　

女人都说男人人花心，但女人可曾知道男人的花心，是因为痴心！爱极而痴，痴极而痛，痛极而死。真正的爱灰飞烟灭后，男人那“爱”的心就死了。或许，男人再也不会对女人真心的付出了。没有了心劲，没有了激情，痛彻心扉的伤害，男人不再相信爱情，因为有些事，有些爱，一辈子只有一次。当男人全心爱过一个人之后，该付出的付出了，全心全力的去尝试把握过了！曾试图给她想要的一切，曾极端的试图为她而死。得到的回报，是无 动 于 衷！ 一次次寂寞的等待中，心血一点一滴的滴干了，直至最后心血全无，心灰意冷。

当爱情失去信仰，当感情失去忠一的港湾后，对于男人来说,，爱情是什么，就都显的无所谓了！男人的心冷了，就再也难以热起来，因为爱过一次之后，已经让他失去了爱的能力。 　
　
女孩们，有这样一份爱情摆在你面前，请你珍惜好吗？至少给男孩一个机会好吗？这样子，就算结局依然是心死，男孩也认了、瞑目了...

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emotion highly unstable this few day~~gosh~~~grrr~~~

It is 090909!!

ok guys, very obviously today's post is gonna about 090909.. the whole world is crazy about this so called 'forever and ever' important and meaningful date.. friends bcome lover today, lover get engage today, and so on..everybody hope to do something on today hoping to last long,forever and ever..
tonite my kolej gonna have a Pesta Tanglung Bestari organise by KKCB( Kelab Kebudayaan Cina Bestari). All the best to the OC of PTB..Hope this project really become a legend in 4th as the theme is, and be part of your all best memory..Best wishes from me..
very coincidently, one of my friends birthday is today!!her very first 090909 birthday..( she is not 1st years old, some very complicated thing, since i m lazy to explain,so let's assume her birthday exactly on today la..=p). best wishes from me to you, all the best, be merry, be cheerful and hope to keep in touch with u in future..

actually nothing to post now, the purpose of this post is jz to leave a footstep on this special date in my blog..

4:39am 29/08/2009

nothing to post actually..just want to scribble something and have some hand excersice..
today is saturday,yesterday is friday..
for KL residently, Friday might be the entertainment night..
Same goes to me also..friday mean holiday (althought friday morning still got class from 8am-10am, follow by 3pm-5pm the seminar talk on how to write thesis thing and report...but who cares!!! it is still a holiday after all!!!!!!!)

is sleepy now..perharps i will continue next time la..IF AND ONLY IF i hardworking enough..

Che ling at tropicana mall

another performance at tropicana city mall in conjuction with the swishing party organize by nesh with aiesce.
sorry for the bad quality (record by handphone ma)

Random update

actually nothing much to blog about me myself..jz want to do some shout-out since i cant scream out loud in the hostel.or else i will be in trouble-->is either being scold be others for being noisy,disturb the peacefulness, or may be being thrown into the asylum(i wouldn't want that to happen since i am TOTALLY normal. i doesn't hv the genetik of AB which make me ABnormal).

It is 8.04am, 14/08/2009, friday, peaceful morning with my rumate stil sleeping with his blanket all over him just like cocoon or mummy. it is freezing cold in the room. Ok ok, may be it is not freezing cold since the ceiling fan speed is just 4. i have no idea why my room is so cold in the morning and yet hot at night although the fan speed is the same.

Event 1:
this week is the convocation week of UM. As usual, as the junoir of those fresh graduate( correct me if the term is incorrect), we will go to the dataran outside the hall, waiting for them to come out just to congrate them...

(sleep first..to be continue)